a brief meditation on fear

Taofeek Ayeyemi

Fear is a great smith of superstition:

it carves a hoe in your mind

and makes ridges of depression,

of suspicion:

painting every skylark's song as a dirge

and every found hunt as bates;

and to ignore the caveat is to go to sleep

with a naked fire rattling on your roof.

A man was shown a tower of smoke

but he said: I see no fire burning.

Now he couldn't make it to the water:

as he limps, his limbs crash into ashes.

His cupboard is too small for a skeleton,

but it occupies seventy shrines of fear.

When grief sits on the throne of man's life,

it carves for him a new world where life

holds his hand like alien's,

showing him around his hide & spoors;

and every root knot stumbled upon

on the way is a death trap.

Taofeek Ayeyemi fondly called Aswagaawy is a Nigerian lawyer, writer and author of the chapbook Tongueless Secrets (Ethel Press, 2021) and a collection "aubade at night or serenade in the morning" (Flowersong Press, TBD 2021). His works have appeared or forthcoming in CV2, Lucent Dreaming, Up-the-Staircase Quarterly, ARTmosterrific, the QuillS and elsewhere. He won the 2021 Loft Books Flash Fiction Competition and Honorable Mention in 2020 Stephen A. DiBiase Poetry Prize among others.